Monday, March 26, 2012

How to Say Good-bye?

It's the eve of my last day in DC.  For the past month people have asked me, "are you ready?"  Perhaps I should take my own advice and read my post prior to this one!

Truth be told, it's slowly hitting me.  I've really enjoyed the past two weeks.  Being unemployed has allowed me some more time for reflection (not to mention packing!).  I've taken in the city and appreciated it a bit more.  And what a beautiful time of year to do so.

I remember that it was around this time of year six years ago when I first fell in love with DC.  Completely head over heels for it.  I was visiting Mallory over St. Patrick's day weekend and was struck by the people, energy and beauty here.  Spring in DC is a wonderland.  There are so many blossoms, fragrances and colors to behold.  It really is magical.  Between the cherry blossoms, hyacinths, daffodils, irises, roses and tulips my eyes and nose are fully engaged... and that's just the tip of the iceberg.  Plus all of the patios are flooded with people, their dogs and delicious foods inspired from countries all over the world. The tapestry of people here is beautiful.

DC introduced me to Ethiopian, tapas and proper German food.  I learned how to confidently navigate public transportation.  I also learned the balancing act of living in group houses.  That's one thing I won't miss- group houses! :)

I know the layout of Capitol Hill like the back of my hand and I will never take for granted the runs and walks I've done down the Mall.  I'll miss the midnight strolls to the Capitol.  Prayers on its steps and at the Lincoln Memorial are moments that I'll store in my heart.

What a delight the past six years have been.  God has stretched me and I've truly grown into my own skin.  I've met so many amazing people; they've changed my life and I'm grateful to each them.  I'm excited about the friendships I've made here and can't wait to see them evolve long after I leave.

I've been reminded of the treasures in my life as I've tried to squeeze in as many "dates" with friends as possible over the past few weeks.  Yesterday was such a treat as well since Mallory and Martha threw me a going away party.  I saw old friends and new ones and each person reminded me of why I love it here.  Sure, DC has the food and the places, but people are what really make a place home.  This has been home for six years.  It's hard to leave home and I don't know that I'm "ready", but I'm willing.

I know that the next chapter will be just as exciting as this one.  Just as I've been stretched and have grown here, there's still plenty of growing to do.

But tonight is for this chapter.  So, with tenderness and some sadness, I bid my favorite city adieu.  Thanks for the smiles, dances, laughs, tears, crazy bus rides, friendships and growing pains.  To say it was an adventure would diminish my experience.

It was a life-saver and changer.  For that, I will always be grateful.